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was named Today; now I am Yesterday, and carry upon me the eternal stain of your embrace.
I am one of the leaves of a growing book. There are many pages before me. Some day you shall turn us all over and read us and know what you are.
I am pale, for I have no hope. Only memories.
I am rich, for I have wisdom.
I bore you a child, and left him with you. His name is Experience.
You do not like to look at me. I am not pretty. I am majestic, fateful, serious.
You do not love my voice. It does not speak to your desires; it is cool and even and full of prudence.
I am Yesterday; yet I am the same as Today and Forever; for I AM YOU; and you cannot escape from yourself.
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Sometimes I talk with my companions about you. Some of us carry the scars of your cruelty. Some the wretchedness of your crime. Some the beauty of your goodÂness. We do not love you. We do not hate you. We judge you.
We have no compassion; only Today has that. We have no encouragement for you; only Tomorrow has that.
We stand at the front door
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